Struggle for Asylum

Story of my life

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 00:13:20 +0800

Story of my life

Closure

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 22:03:50 +0800

Have you ever wondered how it would feel like to kiss someone, knowing it would be your last?

It was vivid, full of passion and emotion. The tears we shed were of rivers. Tears filled with grief and loss. I held her in my arms knowing that there would be no one else to love me, the way she did. And I released her, knowing that I would not ever share these feelings, not to anyone.

Driving home, I couldn’t help but think of the things we have gone through, our first kiss, that night I met your parents, that time we almost got arrested, or even the relief we felt right after that pregnancy scare. I knew I would treasure these moments and place them at that most meaningful spot, the middle of the chest, a little to the left, right where they say the heart is supposed to be.

But what I would remember, even in my final hours, were the words she uttered while she was in tears, during our last moments.

“It’s just so hard, moving on. You have this person who knows you by your core, someone who loves you for who you are, and suddenly you can’t be part of that anymore. What’s harder is that you have to find someone who’s willing to listen, to grasp your entire being, just so you could experience all of that all over again. I’m just so tired.”

“I’m not mad at you. I’m sad. I’m sad that we didn’t work out. Why couldn’t we work out? Please, tell me. Why can’t we work out? Why can’t we be the ones who’ll end up together?”

I secretly hated myself for not knowing what to say. At that moment there seemed to be no proper response. But maybe the sudden burst of tears was enough to say, “I’m sorry.” I’m sorry it didn’t work out, I’m sorry I couldn’t do anything to make it work out, I’m sorry I couldn’t live up to your expectations, Lord knows I tried. I’m sorry, just that, I’m sorry.

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Sat, 20 Oct 2012 20:51:34 +0800

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Mon, 11 Jun 2012 02:22:32 +0800

There are some things you don’t do because you’re...

Mon, 11 Jun 2012 01:58:45 +0800

There are some things you don’t do because you’re “just friends.” I didn’t assume, you were just really insensitive.

Reminds me of meatball from Anger Management

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 22:49:51 +0800

Reminds me of meatball from Anger Management

June 3, 2012

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 22:37:45 +0800

If I were to take back one day of my life, it wouldn’t be that day I totalled my car, not the day I got arrested, hell not even the day I fell in love, it would be June 3. If you ask me why, I’d have to answer using Fez’s words when he referred to Jackie. “So I wouldn’t have to go through life knowing I hurt the woman I love.”

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Thu, 07 Jun 2012 22:30:53 +0800

to be young and careless.

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 23:17:55 +0800

to be young and careless.

you found me and lost me

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 22:45:24 +0800

you found me and lost me

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Mon, 02 Jan 2012 23:29:09 +0800

paulacabo: Zzz

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 21:22:49 +0800

paulacabo:

Zzz

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Mon, 02 Jan 2012 21:21:30 +0800

THIS would you really want things like this to be told to you...

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 18:58:55 +0800

THIS

would you really want things like this to be told to you through text?

mcsandrrr: hurrgallbladder: micahbai: I must be bipolar...

Wed, 13 Jul 2011 18:27:38 +0800

mcsandrrr:

hurrgallbladder:

micahbai:

I must be bipolar then

I have been lonely and sexually frustrated my whole life.

it all makes sense now….

lol I’m always angry. always

laurenlisondra: Deal with it. Renaissance + Swag = Renaisswag

Fri, 08 Jul 2011 23:52:00 +0800

laurenlisondra:

Deal with it.

Renaissance + Swag = Renaisswag

Found this online. Fuck yeah

Wed, 22 Jun 2011 16:39:07 +0800

Found this online.

Fuck yeah

The perfect “Romantic Dinner for Two.”

Mon, 20 Jun 2011 23:43:07 +0800

The perfect “Romantic Dinner for Two.”

This is me pointing a middle finger to the generation next to...

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 16:35:30 +0800

This is me pointing a middle finger to the generation next to mine.

Earth from Above “Earth From Above” is the result of...

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 16:31:24 +0800

Earth from Above

“Earth From Above” is the result of the aerial photographer Yann Arthus-Bertrand’s five-year airborne odyssey across six continents. It’s a spectacular presentation of large scale photographs of astonishing natural landscapes. Every stunning aerial photograph tells a story about our changing planet.

Suburbs of Copenhagen, Denmark

Looks a lot like alien signs to me. Talk about great structure